SFTH-7 - The Days of Formation - Stories from the Heart with Msgr. John Esseff

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Episode Seven – The Days of Formation – Stories from the Heart with Msgr. John Esseff

In this episode of Stories from the Heart, Msgr. John Esseff joins Kris McGregor to reflect on his seminary years beginning in 1945 during the final months of World War II. He recalls the rigorous training in Latin and Greek and his deep love for philosophy, which he describes as refreshing and life-giving. The writings of Thomas Aquinas and Augustine awakened a hunger in him for truth, and the structure of disciplined study shaped his intellect and soul.

Msgr. Esseff later studied theology and Semitic languages at The Catholic University of America. There, he encountered extraordinary professors including Archbishop Fulton Sheen, Monsignor Joseph Clifford Fenton, and Fr. John Courtney Murray, whose work on religious freedom would shape the Second Vatican Council. He reflects on the vibrant discussions and theological tensions of that era, noting both the richness and the shortcomings of his formation. Though the sacraments were central, he was not taught how to pray from the heart. Over time, he came to understand true prayer as a response to the living presence of God. He encourages listeners to see prayer not as something we perform but as a loving relationship awakened by God’s own invitation.

Reflection Questions

What can Msgr. Esseff’s early commitment to becoming a good priest teach us about responding to God’s call in our own lives?
How did the structured routine of prayer, study, and sacramental life form his character, and what routines shape our faith today?
Why did the study of philosophy stir something so deep in Msgr. Esseff, and how do we nourish our minds in pursuit of truth?
How did the experience of daily Mass and weekly Confession sustain him during difficult times in formation?
What is the difference between being told to pray and being taught how to pray, as Msgr. Esseff describes it?
How can we become more aware of the presence of God in our daily life, especially in quiet moments of prayer?
Why does Msgr. Esseff say that prayer begins with God’s initiative, and how does this change our approach to prayer?
What does it mean to treat prayer as the breath of the soul, and how can we keep our spiritual life alive through daily prayer?

About the Series

In this deeply personal and spiritually rich podcast series, Msgr. John Esseff—renowned retreat master, confessor, and spiritual director—shares intimate stories of his remarkable life. Having encountered some of the most beloved and influential figures of the modern Church, including St. Teresa of Calcutta, St. Padre Pio, Pope St. John Paul II, and many others, Msgr. Esseff offers listeners a living memory of the Church’s heart in the 20th and 21st centuries. This series also explores his missionary work with the poor, his years of service through the Pontifical Missions, and the profound lessons drawn from hidden saints and everyday holiness.